I know that people can't tell what I've been like in the past.
They have no idea who I am.
It's possible to act innocent even if you are experienced, just to show other people. At one point you're gonna reach a complication in your life and you're going to wish you could hide in a cave. Or press the undo button and reverse time. but you can't.
maybe you should just think about what you are about to say or do . this sounds really cliche, but it's true. I understand that there are certain people you trust and can tell them anything, but rumors will float around, and there will be a misunderstanding. so watch your mouth.
and lastly, if you ever feel like you are being sucked in to the boundless black hole of depression, i have some pointers:
1) get more sleep
2) forget what people think of you. it doesn't matter. just be with your friends, or people you usually hang with, forget about everything that has happened in the past because it should not direct your future life.
3) don't get caught up in little things, they don't matter that much. A test grade isn't as important as the kind of person you are.
4) You owe no one beauty or intelligence. The only thing you owe, if possible, is respect and compassion.
It's absolutely ok to work on things like beauty and intelligence, but don't tell yourself that the point of your life is to try to be as perfect as you can be. Try to be your best but remember that people who don't like the real you are not worth being a part of your life.
Have a nice day/morning/afternoon/night
